i need to work.
but i certainly dont feel like working.

bu seriously, i need money.
ive been going out often lately.
not go out as in go watch movie or anything la.
just to friends' houses and stuff like dat.

but everyday theres one common problem.

no money to eat lunch.

ive been bringing bread from home for lunch everyday.
but this cant go on forever!

so how?
find job?

no waiter pls
no sales pls
no flyers pls
no data entry pls

with dat much filtered off,
i wonder if there still are,
any decent jobs around.

nvrm. i'll just take it easy
and slack at home for the time being.

theres soccer practice too.
nt going tmr though.
been having this cough ever since
o lvls started.
in fact, even before first paper.

so i really think i need to compromise training tmr,
and see a doctor.
the cough's been affecting training anyway.

i find myself breathless
after only a lil bit of running.
symptoms of smoking, i know,
but i dont.

^^

anyway, the sooner i recover,
the faster i can train up and be a better player!!
wadever the reason is.