depression

received news that my mom's friend just died.
she jumped.

depression.
frightening, what it can do.
so ppl. dun be so emo/down/moody/angry
all the time.

after all, you are just
one Family Guy video away from HAPPINESS!



being happy
makes another person happy.
thn the other person will make
someone else happy.

soon enough, everyone around you will be happy.

its called the butterfly effect.

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12 hours straight

School
7.30am to 1.30pm = 6 hours of lessons

Concentrated Study Programme
2pm to 5pm = 3 hours of revision

E.Math Tuition
6pm to 7.30pm = 1 and a half hours of practicing

7.30am to 7.30pm, studying.
12 HOURS

well, not exactly 12 hours.
half an hour of recess,
half an hour break before study programme,
1 hour break before tuition.
so, minus 2 hours of break,

10 HOURS OF STUDYING.

well, not exactly 10 hours.
since half of E.Math was taken away by Mr Lim Choon Beng's
talk in the morn,
slept away during English,

but from thn onwards, i was attentive.

luckily had the chance to watch Jackass 2
for some stress relief before study programme.
not some, ALOT.
we were LMAOing away.

nevertheless, it still was a mentally tiring day.
its gonna be the same every Thursday.
the only thing to look forward to would be Prison Break
at 10.30pm.

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English Oral

ENGLISH O LEVEL
ORALS.

WAS OKAYY!!!

i hope.

have fun

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Malay o lvl

O lvl Malay results


B3



seriously,

WHAT THE HECK

..
no1 got A1. not even A2.
what the heck.
if only my orals werent so (*&*&^%&).
im so envious of those who got Distinction.
they can just let go of MT.

the question now is,
to RETAKE
or NOT??

help me

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paper and family

the amount of paper wasted in a year
must be in the form of millions of wadever unit they use
to measure it.
we all know how much notes and worksheets are given to us
everyday.
when u add them all up after a few weeks,
u have quite a fair amount.

and dat is what one person has accumulated.
imagine that much amount of paper work per person
in a month,
multiplied by the thousand or so, the amount of students
in a school.
and that is just the total amount of paper used
per school, per month.

multiply by the number of secondary schools or JCs
or even primary schools.

thn multiply by the number of schooling months.

this enormous amount of paper being used
by such a small country in Southeast Asia.

is there no alternative?
computers?
if every student uses it everyday for half a day,
it wud cost a great sum of money
and usage of our precious depleting energy supplies.

makes me feel that whatever we do,
this world is doomed for sure.
sooner or later.
is technology to blame?

well i dont wish to carry on with this rant.
come to think of it, i am feeling rather down.

i dont wish to fail as a human being

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Death Note

The story of Death Note.

Most have seen the movie.

Light Yagami finds a notebook.
Anybody's name who is written on the book will die as written by the owner.
Light Yagami gains the ambition to turn the world
into a Utopia,
whereby criminals are punished with death at once.
Light Yagami wants to clean the world of all evil,
as "Kira"

The Japanese Police disallowed such measures.
Of course, not of ability to solve the mystery of who Kira is,
they acquire the help of the best detective in the world,
only knowned as,

L

L leads a special task group who volunteers
to solve the Kira case at the cost of their lives.
L begins to suspect that Chief of Police, Souichiro Yagami's son,
Light Yagami,
is Kira.
However, L is also impressed by Light's reasoning skills and invites him
into the squad.
He also plans to dig deeper into the motives of Light Yagami.

Although L cannot shake the conclusion that Light was Kira, Light is the only person L had ever identified or connected with (him being L's "first ever friend"), and he openly stated on one occasion that even though it would hurt his pride to admit that he has been wrong, he hopes that he would be.

Light Yagami takes advantage of this and in a turn of events,
defeats L, as his name is written in the Death Note,
by the Death God, Rem.

In any case, this is how it looked like in the Anime

L feels the impulse of a heart attack.


L collapses and falls off his chair.


Light watches in disbelief as L dies.
The fight is finally over and won.


It didnt take long for him to look like this.


And with L in his arms, he gives an inevitable grin.


And at the very least, L manages to confirm to himself
that Light Yagami is Kira.


With that, L dies, peacefully, or not...


With his rival and worst enemy gone,
Kira reigns over the "New World"
as "God"


Meanwhile, in the Wammy Orphanage, London,

A transmission is received.


L's 2 successors are informed.

The battle is not over yet.
oh god i love this story.

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so today, nth much
other thn hearing a salesman on the phone,
talking to me for 2 mins straight, before finally giving
me a chance to say,

no, im not interested with your product.

oh oh.
and played at Henderson.
been a long time since i went there after school.

other than that,
ive got 6 chapters of Bio,
and 1 chapter of SS to study.
thats great man..

o lvls is so bloody near

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X Country

WHOOO!
WAD A DAY!
Cross Country had never been so exciting and beneficial to me.
Probably because i decided to do NCC duty in
all 3 of my previous years in GESS.

this years x country does not deserve to be called a x country
i think a x country race shud be 4.8km or more.
this one was like erm.. 3.6?
it only deserves to be called a Road Run
which explains why i felt it was too easy.
it still left me out of breath though.
due to the heck of a pointless sprint i needed
to get past 2 guys near the end.
i dunno why i did it.
i knew i couldnt win anything anyway.
but i at least wanted to run for the class.
so yeah.

funny thing was.
i probably sprinted so much, i was feeling kinda crazy.
and when i approached the finishing line,
i felt as if the whole world was cheering for me.
o.O

up til now, i dont know whether it was my imagination.
never really knew my position.
Setiawan said 20-30?
doesnt matter.

a year ago, during the x country,
i pledged to train throughout the year, to win something this year.
but ive been lazy.
and now i regret.

supporting wad Rahim said, ppl like me are pathetic.
I always end up sympathizing myself.
by saying, "Hm..if i had trained i could have won"
yep.

some prominent things i saw during my
joyful run in Jurong,
some girls cheering for WAI LEONG at the start line.
the unbelievable and annoying fact that Hardeep
spent half the race in front of me.
Seroyen, Yongli, and Victor doing a great job.
and ME GETTING PAST MUNEER.
backbone pain as reported by the above mentioned.

went to play soccer at Henderson with Sec1s
i finally confirmed who Hakim is; he's been stalking me.
my leg cramped
the strain can still be felt now ><
and im gonna have to cancel soccer training tmr morning.

play pool.
not too bad.
last position in Daytona THREE times.
thn watched some random guy
totally own this game.
he got like
1736128321789183123
of those arcade tickets.

home sweet home

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Akatsuki Leader Revealed

Today is a historical day indeed,

for Naruto fans.

oh and Harry Potter fans too.
(did u know Harry Potter and Naruto has a number similarities?)

for Naruto fans,
the biggest mystery of all, has been revealed.
The Akatsuki Leader is...


...

Pain.
A new character?
or does he have a relation to any of the current characters?
One look at him and you know he looks like Naruto.





a simple conversation like dat.
reveals that much.

indeed, his next target, is Naruto himself.
also, even though he is knowned
as "Akatsuki Leader",
he seems to take orders from another person
whom i shall refer to as Akatsuki Leader's Leader (ALL)
and above the ALL, there seems to be another person,
evidenced from "He's here"
seems that we'll have to call him
Akatsuki Leader's Leader's Leader.
ALSO, Akatsuki's true motives seem to lean towards
Itachi, Sasuke. and the Uchiha Clan's Sharingan.

i think ALL is Tobi.
i dun wanna explain why.
to keep things simple, Tobi was the only one to witness
Sasuke's recent bout with fellow Akatsuki member, Deidara.
And the only one able to say "it was a good show"
Deidara is dead btw.
But he left Sasuke in an almost dead state.

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Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

"We expected so much from the movies of 2007.
The problem is, they are not as great as we thought they would be"

WRONGG

i'll tell you wad the problem is.

the problem is,

we expected too much.

OMG CURSE OF THE BLACK PEARL.
OMFG DEAD MANS CHEST SEQUEL
OMFGG!!! AT WORLD'S END THIRD MOVIE, 3 TIMES BETTER!!

similarly,

omg Philosopher's Stone..
Omg Chamber of Secrets...
OMG Prisoner of Azkaban (this one was really a let down actually)
OMG! Goblet Of Fire
OMFG!!! ORDER OF THE PHOENIX

naturally, we keep on thinking that the next movie would be even better than the previous one. also because the previous one leaves u dying to watch the next one.

i seriously think At World's End isnt as disappointing as many dismiss it to be.
its plot got even bigger, (worldwide pirate gathering)
the settings were twice as breathtaking, (maelstorm, end of the earth)
the soundtrack is pure win (HOIST THE COLOURS HIGH!!!)
everything is taken into greater heights
and the movie is made even more dynamic.
its storyline was just a little bit too fast to follow

i made a decision a very long time ago that
Order of the Phoenix would be a must watch.
even so, i had to take extra precaution so dat i wud fulfill this vow.
firstly, because i did the same to Fantastic 4, but skipped it.
secondly, lots of ppl said it was disappointing

so i just had to watch it today.
and i certainly found it enjoyable.
but on a sidenote, Goblet Of Fire was much more entertaining
due to the Triwizard Tournament.

Order of the Phoenix was amazing due to
Dumbledore's Army
The Order
and the Battle of the Department of Mysteries.

SPOILER ALERT
actually, it doesnt make a difference cuz u all know wad happened in the book

a battle whereby
Harry, Ron, Hermione, Neville, Ginny and Luna hold their own
against Death Eaters

The Order of the Phoenix dramatically appears to save them,

and Harry loses his one and only surviving kin,
Sirius Black.
of course, not considering The DURSLEYS as relatives.

we also get to see
Dumbledore show that he is boss
by protecting Harry against the revived Voldermort.

i quote a phrase from the movie, when Dumbledore
fashionably disappears and escapes from Ministers of Magic
with the help of Fawkes, his phoenix.

"You know, as much as you dislike Dumbledore, you gotta admit.
He's got STYLEEE...."
loled

Oh yeah. wad is it with ppl criticizing the movie just because it left out certain parts from the book?
Book 5 has gotta be the thickest book of the series so far.
u dun wanna squeeze everything inside and make it as overly fast paced
as Pirates rite?

besides, the writers and directors know best.
they probably made changes for the better.

there is only one thing that i feel, shouldnt have been left out.

those that concern Neville Longbottom.

it is not shown that it is in fact, Neville,
who was the only person left standing and able to fight by Harry's side,
after the 6 Hogwarts students were attacked by Death Eaters.

This would have underlined that Neville had been working very hard
with his Defence against Dark Arts skills, and his strong desire
to avenge his parents, by killing Bellatrix Lestrange.

It is also not shown, Dumbledore's conversation with Harry,
on the prophecy that he released.

"The one to be the Dark Lord's match is to be borned
as the seventh month dies"

Neville was borned one day earlier thn Harry.
But the fact that Voldermort attacked the Potters,
made Harry the chosen one.
Neville remains the dull, might-have-been.

for some reason i think Neville, along with Ginny, will
have a big big part to play in Deathly Hallows.
Neville and Bellatrix,
and Ginny cuz she will get too close to Harry.

and i ended up writing such a long post.
well, think of it as to make up for my
recent post draught

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tired

tired.
3 day break from exams
another tiring day ahead.
but it'll be worth it!

and last but not least
SINGAPORE VS AUSTRALIA!!
hmm.. a win would always be good.

dun wanna talk about MT O Lvl Orals

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Mock Exams

RARRR!...

hw am i supposed to face this?!
Chem was no go.
POA gave me too much trouble.
i actually think im going to fail it.

nothing in this world
for now.
can make me think dat i can pass E.Math
or at least score above F9.

i have this shitty feeling i wont be able to pass Bio too.
just too many chapters to cover.
SS wasnt well done, Geog will be on Thurs, same day as
MT Oral.

PRESSURE

im facing a very probable reality that im going to fail
5 out of 7 subjects.


BUT HEY!! SAY THE 3 MAGICAL WORDS WITH ME! MOCK EXAMS ONLY!!



so lets drink til we drop

thn again.
there will be result slips.
and meetings with principal or vice principal or sth..

Uchiha Sasuke is EMO boy.
so is Abdul Aziz

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Solstice?

Apparently its either today or tomorrow,
wad they call a Solstice, occurs.

A solstice occurs twice a year, whenever Earth's axis tilts the most toward or away from the Sun, causing the Sun to be farthest north or south at noon.

Uhuh
I spent the whole day being physically at home
but mentally within the deepest realms of my mind.
yes ppl, i was thinking.

about wad?
nothing really.

well at least tmr ive got activities to keep me occupied.
footdrill after a very long time.
and soccer soccer soccer after dat.

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Soccer!!

strange
Im so tired yet i could only nap for less than an hour.
first time played soccer after ncc training
after a very long time.

played our hearts out.
wasted money on KFC meal.
went home.
dats about all for today

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"Papa, I am a good boy
I hold hand when walking"
-Hao Hao

i saw this written on a postcard i found in top of the letter boxes.
written by a boy better knowned as Hao Hao. ahaha
a neighbour.
used to play with him alot. really.
guess i eventually grew out of it.
real cute boy.
K1 i guess.
very smart too.

his postcard there made me realize that
i really didnt do anything for Father's Day.
not even a single word of thnx to my dad or something.
well i hope he doesnt mind.
cuz yea, my family really doesnt celebrate these stuff.

yea Hao Hao is GOH YI FAN'S nephew btw.
ahaha

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Hare Hare Yukai Full Version

need i say more?
i've got my eyes fixed on the girl with purple hair.
totally my type.
ahahahahahahahahaha

she's an alien btw

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Campus Superstar

yea so morning had a short NCC training
tot the Part C's how to do a footdrill mutual
and let some of them have a taste
of Command and Control.
in other words, taking footdrill

thn played, or rather practiced soccer at the field
Luqman, Ong, Hardeep, Wai Leong, Phelan, Guo Sheng, Rahim
came down.
of course, plus Chi Jie and I.
i realize i can cross the ball now
chi jie improved his kicking ><
luqman still quite lazy at diving
guo sheng practiced shooting also
but wad amazed me was Phelan, Ong, Hardeep and Wai Leong.

while the rest alr left the field to shower and rest in school,
those 4 were still kicking it out in the field.
well i dunno
it might be because only one more spot is left
in the first eleven.
and only one of them will get it.
seriously speaking, i dunno who will.
but yea, keep on trying guys.

and yea i think i make the team sound so strong ><

Campus Superstar
today featured our school's Zijie.
and well, i certainly hoped he got higher points,
but 20/30 shall do.

funny thing was after the judges made their comments
i think he actually said
xie xie lao shi
which is thank you teacher?
haha

realizing his mistake,
he gave the oops-i-did-a-mistake-stick-out-my-tongue face
yea. haha
anyway good luck

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Finished Geog Holiday Homework

Wow
I actually turned off the computer,
and sat down to do my Geography holiday homework.
mom must be proud ;_;

yea. not something ive been doing lately.
doing homework, dat is.
well, i hope this gets me going.

momentum momentum momentum

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Bulletins on Friendster

I wanna start off by saying that
i dont really appreciate bulletins on Friendster.
yes they are good entertainment.
when you are bored of course.
i get bored often so i end up opening them up

but when it starts threatening you
like for example

YOU WILL NOT BE LOVED FOR ZOMGWTF1371231238913 YEARS.

for NOT posting this to another friend.

dats annoying.

and i can be amazed with the content of some of these posts.

heres one

Breaking news message.. News
Flash....!!!!!The artist who drew the
pictures of the Prophet Muhammed (Peace
BeUponHim&his family) has died in a
fire. He was burned alive. Denmark
government is hiding the news from the
public and everyone has to know. Plz
spread this.... (Its the price one must
pay 4 the insult of Allahâ#8364;#8482;s
Prophet)

so who thinks this is true?
anyway, somehow, religion made its way into bulletins.

now check this out

A girl and guy were speeding over 100
mph on the road on a motorcycle...

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl hugs him
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it
on yourself? Its bugging me.
In the paper the next day. A
motorcycle had crashed into a building
because of brake failure. Two people
were on it, but only one had survived.

The truth was that halfway down the
road, the guy realized that his brakes
broke, but he didn't want to let the
girl know. Instead, he had the helmet
fixed on the girl to save her.

i wanna emphasize on why,
WHY
was only the guy wearing a helmet.
and the girl is not?
if the guy LOVES the girl he makes sure
they dont do stupid things
like having one partner ride a bike without a helmet.

YES, i know its a good attempt at a love story.
but good stories focus on details.

greatest battle is to keep on living.
seems like the guy gave up too soon
maybe he shud have let go of the accelerator?
and try and drive all 100mphs out safely.

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Chem Practical

for rolling in bed all the way til 2am,
and waking up at 6,
i cant believe i actually
had the energy to experience a wonderful day today.

i sort of
was interested in the Chemistry practical
and did it all by myself.
i even asked questions when i didnt know certain things.
trust me, its rare

today was a first for many things
hope it wont be the last too..

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