The tired One

Rarr..
So tired..
Full day training 9am to 4.30pm.

Its true wad they say.
As a cadet recieveing orders, you always feel like ur being pushed around. and you dont like it.
You cant wait to become an NCO.

But when u are and NCO.
So many fears start to grow in you.
What if i dont give the cadet enough welfare?
What if i give too much and they climb over my head?
What do i do then?
Will this activity work? Will it be fun?
What do i do now/next?

There is so much preparation to be done.
And things dont always go your way.

In other words,
you wont really like it as an NCO too.
Its really a harder life.

But on top of it all, if you look at the positive side,
you learn new things almost everytime u do a mistake.
You will improvise on what you did,
or even come up with something new.

You know people better,
and people know you.

Im actually happy with the current situation.
They have learnt certain new things
and have improved alot.
But i still keep on seeing less than 15 coming for training.


Just wonder when that will change..